tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post114725108365703800..comments2024-01-25T00:38:08.564-05:00Comments on The Zenformation Professional: HEARTS OF DARKNESS, Pt. 1: I'm Still a Bad Mofo from Nutbush RoadThe ZenFo Prohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05132805758799453850noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147722084024357322006-05-15T15:41:00.000-04:002006-05-15T15:41:00.000-04:00PS Ever see the flick "Beautiful Girls" (1996)? S...PS Ever see the flick "Beautiful Girls" (1996)? Sorta along the same lines ... a guy who got out coming back home to old friends who never changed. Great flick.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147721892111276262006-05-15T15:38:00.000-04:002006-05-15T15:38:00.000-04:00Yeah, nothing like returning home to the sticks to...Yeah, nothing like returning home to the sticks to see how nobody's life seems to have changed, and the life you would have had ... dude, I'm there now. Stuck back in the sticks, running into old 'acquaintances' with whom I'd espoused grand dreams and visions for the future, way back when ... and then I discover I'm the only one who ever followed through on any of it. That one's tough ... all Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147710541630679472006-05-15T12:29:00.000-04:002006-05-15T12:29:00.000-04:00I agree with Shayna, you are pretty badass- awesom...I agree with Shayna, you are pretty badass- awesome for telling it to that girl straight. <BR/><BR/>Living in the Bay Area, it's hard to imagine such situations, but I guess in suburban/urban California, we are pretty sheltered.Leighhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13445657465562532218noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147696768966316652006-05-15T08:39:00.000-04:002006-05-15T08:39:00.000-04:00Hey, I only link to bad motherfucker blogs, too ;)...<I>Hey, I only link to bad motherfucker blogs, too ;)</I><BR/><BR/>Aw, c'mon Jason, you should know by now that I am <B>so</B> not a "bad motherfucker", just a big ole goofy nerdlet who writes about silly stuff. Perhaps you should rethink being associated with me? I might pull down you street cred ;-)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147546749741999202006-05-13T14:59:00.000-04:002006-05-13T14:59:00.000-04:00I am taking it one day at a time. That is all I h...I am taking it one day at a time. That is all I have. I just am alone. Sometimes its nice to have a friend to talk to... whether to laugh with or vent with or just have a friend. The friends I had... Joel said a few things to and things got all blown out of proportion mainly cuz of the person he told about my friend in Quebec to and now I ... that's why I have tried to call. Its all good. Smurfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14942028355851842749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147542877986589332006-05-13T13:54:00.000-04:002006-05-13T13:54:00.000-04:00NOTE TO THE LIBRARIAN BLOGGER WHO SENT ME SOME HAT...NOTE TO THE LIBRARIAN BLOGGER WHO SENT ME SOME HATE MAIL LAST NIGHT:<BR/><BR/>I <I>should</I> be polite in responding to allegations that I somehow set librarianship back by posting about professional topics as well as personal experiences. I probably <I>should</I> behave like a responsible professional and explain my personal lie or to justify my professional credibility by discussing The ZenFo Prohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05132805758799453850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147541916406349992006-05-13T13:38:00.000-04:002006-05-13T13:38:00.000-04:00Smurf:Yeah... The ex Smurf hubby's damage to the S...Smurf:<BR/>Yeah... The ex Smurf hubby's damage to the Smurflings will indeed take some time to undo, but it is undoable at least. And to you as well. I can tell from your comments that you's stil working your way through your stuff as well... <BR/><BR/>Hey, remember... I went through the whole emotionally abusive/traumatic relationship, too. It takes a while, but eventualy, you get your bearings The ZenFo Prohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05132805758799453850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147488296987939192006-05-12T22:44:00.000-04:002006-05-12T22:44:00.000-04:00Interesting post Jason.I feel lucky to not be abl...Interesting post Jason.<BR/><BR/>I feel lucky to not be able to relate to any of it due to no fault of my own really. I just was brought up lucky and pampered to to some degree. <BR/><BR/>I think you have turned out quite admirably for having such things happen to you. I dounbt I would have turned out the same. A little bit of stress and I am done for. lol<BR/><BR/>You are the baddest Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147483112814791702006-05-12T21:18:00.000-04:002006-05-12T21:18:00.000-04:00I believe you are probably the baddest motherfucke...I believe you are probably the baddest motherfucker I know as well... :)~Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147462705729842062006-05-12T15:38:00.000-04:002006-05-12T15:38:00.000-04:00(and lol to the comment about Jane! You made me j...(<I>and lol to the comment about Jane! You made me just remember the "I Dream of Jeannie", Beattles, Monkeys, ROB thing.. how she dogged us for smoking and then she was a big smoker when she started dating one of our friends... I dont remember his name but he had black hair and glasses.</I>)Smurfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14942028355851842749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147461953474005522006-05-12T15:25:00.000-04:002006-05-12T15:25:00.000-04:00Cowgirl:Very true... Lol... yeah ... I think you w...Cowgirl:<BR/>Very true... <BR/><BR/>Lol... yeah ... I think you were definitely self-depricating (based on our conversation last night) more than actually meaning any kind of insult...The ZenFo Prohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05132805758799453850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147461829134680022006-05-12T15:23:00.000-04:002006-05-12T15:23:00.000-04:00Its ok. I guess its just me. I shouldnt be so sh...Its ok. I guess its just me. I shouldnt be so shocked that so many people I grew up with are into so much stuff. I mean prison time, drugs... I mean HARDCORE DRUGS, gangs, yea... I just tend to be the one who is an odd ball. There are lots of good people in trailer parks, but there are probably more that arent. *sigh* <BR/><BR/>For some reason I have also noticed that I have been super Smurfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14942028355851842749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147459690438217492006-05-12T14:48:00.000-04:002006-05-12T14:48:00.000-04:00Cowgirl:Lol...life in a small town...Re: Klingon t...Cowgirl:<BR/>Lol...life in a small town...<BR/><BR/>Re: Klingon thing -<BR/>I know, I'm a dork. I know way too much about Star Trek ;)<BR/><BR/>It does sound like a decent song title, doesn't it...hmm...crappy acoustic Anteres is in the back of my truck...hmm...<BR/><BR/><BR/>Anon/"Secret Admirer":<BR/>Um...were you checking me out...at the Wal-Mart?!? Here in Oxford or elsewhere?<BR/><BR/>You The ZenFo Prohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05132805758799453850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147457752243606972006-05-12T14:15:00.000-04:002006-05-12T14:15:00.000-04:00Sorry Jason, It just reminds me too much of that t...Sorry Jason, It just reminds me too much of that time with Jane. She was cool with me until she learned I grew up in a trailer park, then she treated me different. She came to the house we rented and made that plate/ white trash comment about us. I have been overly sensitive about the white trash trailer trash thing ever since. I just dont think that's cool.Smurfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14942028355851842749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147457268108110662006-05-12T14:07:00.000-04:002006-05-12T14:07:00.000-04:00J- I know you aren't calling me white trash, but t...J- I know you aren't calling me white trash, but the white trash, trailer trash comments I find insulting. People should be judged by who they are not where they come from or what they look like. I grew up in a trailer park, I went to college and I make a better income than quite a few college graduates.Smurfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14942028355851842749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147450045404920462006-05-12T12:07:00.000-04:002006-05-12T12:07:00.000-04:00Smurf:Lol...yeah, my 18-19th years on this planet ...Smurf:<BR/>Lol...yeah, my 18-19th years on this planet weren't exactly noble, were they? <BR/><BR/>Lol... I remember the hootchie magnet thing, too. If she didn't have a teardrop tat somewhere...lol.<BR/><BR/><BR/>MizB:<BR/>Yeah, not exactly mother of the year material. Quite common, though, at least from my experience, with a lot of young mothers. I knew girls who got knocked up simply to keep aThe ZenFo Prohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05132805758799453850noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147446412039488392006-05-12T11:06:00.000-04:002006-05-12T11:06:00.000-04:00"I'm not fucking a kid"Word, bro. She'd have prob..."I'm not fucking a kid"<BR/><BR/>Word, bro. She'd have probably blown up on you anyways. Better to earn it.<BR/><BR/>Good to hear you made it out. Bad motherfucker indeed.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17915186427167408768noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147445690041699892006-05-12T10:54:00.000-04:002006-05-12T10:54:00.000-04:00omg. wow!hi. you know i think you handled this ver...omg. wow!<BR/><BR/><BR/>hi. you know i think you handled this very mature and i think that makes u a very sexy motherfucker as well even though you didn't actually fuck the mom.<BR/><BR/>i grew up in a trailer park and i knew too many women like that which is why i don't go back<BR/><BR/>Nice pants btw. i'll say hi next time i see ya in walmart ;-P<BR/><BR/>i would very likely fuck the living Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147442387834555812006-05-12T09:59:00.000-04:002006-05-12T09:59:00.000-04:00Wow Jason... I am still stuck on the whole toddler...Wow Jason... I am still stuck on the whole toddler thing... My god. As a mother I cannot even begin to tell you how completely unfathomable such an action is to me and how it pains me to hear of such things...<BR/><BR/>As a woman I feel rage at the whole "dating scene" there... if it can even be called that...<BR/><BR/>And as a fellow human I am proud of you, for forging ahead and fighting your Miz BoheMiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12684634451330079565noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12678903.post-1147438793771781782006-05-12T08:59:00.000-04:002006-05-12T08:59:00.000-04:00J- I am proud of you. You have changed. I dont w...J- I am proud of you. You have changed. I dont want it to sound bad but I remember so many times when you were with extremely attractive minors.<BR/><BR/>I love the way you write J. Sometimes for a brief moment I forget about the life you came from. Then you remind me. I remember when you came back from VA after Christmas and you would stand there and rap for me. I would love when you wouldSmurfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14942028355851842749noreply@blogger.com